This week has been a week I wish to never repeat. My body is riddled with exhaustion. So many things have gone awry. People have gotten mad at me. I tried to disscern why the ill will was being directed toward me, but I failed to figure it out. I found out I will probably never seen a very dear friend again. Additionally, friends who were coming to visit me have now decided not to.
My YouTube video was flagged and had an audience restriction of only age 18 and older. I was forced to re-edit my video trying to replace real life photos with cartoon photos. (YouTube did not like me showing granulation tissue—a common complication with having a tracheostomy tube.) I think my YouTube thumbnail was ok, but I went back and created a different thumbnail to make sure my account was not flagged again for being too graphic.
My IV nutrition called TPN was not delivered. It seems to be missing. All this took a tremendous toll on my energy levels.
Throughout these events, God has been abundantly kind. I received unexpected praise for doing ordinary actions. Kind words were posted on my YouTube channel, Facebook page and email. I struggled to respond to all the messages.
I hope next week there will be less stress and drama. I hope next week I will have more energy to appreciate God’s goodness.
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