Unworthy to receive so much communication

 I sit in my bed, exhausted from a long day. I am alerted to messages which are streaming in to my Facebook, YouTube and email accounts. Words or praise, questions and concerns, each word I read carefully, trying to understand the writer’s intent. People ask, “Will my father ever get better?” or "Will this tracheostomy tube be permanent?" Others sing shouts of “Thank you!” and “Praise the Lord!” as they rejoice over finding valuable information in one of my videos.

I am overwhelmed with emotions. Who am I to affect so many people? Who am I to be worthy of this much electronic communication?

A friend of mine reached out to me and told me how her life has not turned out as she had hoped, and a recent video I released helped her during a dark time. I am dumb-founded by my impact on the world. I could have never imagined people would find so much meaning from my work. It inspires me to keep on keeping on, even if I am struggling to find energy.