Wednesday, May 24, 2023

Trying to stay calm, but I’m am losing my cool…

Today was a day I thought I would conquer the world. I normally film YouTube today, but it was cloudy outside. I need the sun to be shining otherwise my YouTube videos have poor lighting. Not being able to do YouTube, I thought I would do a few other essential tasks.

First up, I called my insurance company to file a claim. When the woman looked at my account, information I sent in 2 weeks ago was incorrect. I had submitted the wrong documentation. I had to go back and resubmit the correct document. It was not a big deal, but now I am not sure if a claim I made last week will be reimbursed. It is not the end of the world, but it was very frustrating.

Next, I worked on a YouTube video a viewer wanted. The video is a HUGE project. I did not want to do the film because I knew it would take me ages and ages to put together. And true to its anticipation, this video is an energy and time hog. I cannot tell you how many hours I have dedicated to this video. I am exhausted. This reminds me of doing a project for school. It never ends and makes me want to throw my computer at the wall. I am beyond frustrated with this video.

As the clock neared 5 p.m., I realized the pharmacy did not call. I have been trying to get IV antibiotics for a lung infection since last week Monday. It looks like I will have to continue to wait for the medicine.


While taking a break from the video, I called one of my student loan servicers to inquire about the loan forgiveness. Although I received an email from the federal government stating I am eligible for the student loan debt forgiveness, the woman at my loan company said my loans do not qualify. When I mentioned I had received an email, she said there were a lot of scams out there. I did not question her, but why would the federal government send me a scam email? I again was frustrated and ended the call.

My monstrous YouTube video continues to call and beckon me back to the world of frustration. I should go. The sooner I work on the project, the sooner I can be done with it.
 


2 comments:

  1. Good morning! :) Do you also post shorts. I'm just getting familiar with all of your posting sites. Thinking that shorts might not be as exhausting for you. I look forward to seeing and reading more content. Keep up the good work and at your own pace. Peace.

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  2. Hello. I do post short videos about once a month. They are full screen videos (and are not actually classified by YouTube as "shorts"), but the videos are only about one minute long. Thank you for your kind words.

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