Every week, I search and search for precious energy to get through to week, to get through the day. When evening comes, my body feels as though lead weights are attached to all my limbs. My eyes ache, and my head throbs with pain.
I had grand visions of taking some time off this summer, but that never came to fruition. Too many things occurred such as trying to get all my medical videos edited and uploaded to YouTube. Also, my health was not fantastic. I was slowly recovering from an infection in my brain.
Week after week, I pushed myself to continue on. But now, I am at my breaking point. I need some time off. It has been more than a year since I have taken any time away from YouTube and social media.
With that said, I am taking some time away from being online. I am going to rest, recuperate, and not respond or even check social media. If people email me or message me with some urgent issue, I will sadly not be there for the person. I am trying not to feel guilty. Instead, I am trying to fortify myself and tell myself that it is ok to step away. It is ok to take time for myself.
I hope everyone is well. I hope everyone carries on. I hope people understand I need to take some time away from the stresses of YouTube and social media and allow my body to rest.
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